A determined mind. under God's shine in recent years after I broke my heart for a girl collegian in Nankai Univ., where I attempted to gain a master degree several years ago. in office I was set idle and most of time now spending on my site building and the business to push democracy in China.
From baby beside Yangtze river
I graduated from Nankai Univ., Tianjin, the twin tower of Beijing, Capital China, majoring Philosophy. I ran into the blizzard of 6.4, a students activism happened in Tiananmen Square back to 1989 among world decay of Communism. I love the enthusiasm people shown in the eventful tumor of decades' resent and redemption national wide under tyranny of fake faith or Atheism, and recognized that’s real source of life as well as of society itself. From then on I always see a different way for common Chinese people for their right unalienable. Unfortunately exactly the viewpoint freed hinders any promotion among my career ladders, which almost totally under control by bureaucracy in the dictating nation. I now almost full free of any routine tasks to make a living: I was offered about 1000 rmb (￥1800 since Mar 2011) to be idle all time at office. I enjoy my fate to witness democarcy process growing in China, on this once glory bounded shattered soil and land.
—— benzrad‘s poem during his campus (1987-1991) in Nankai Univ, Tianjin, China.